Hell in a handbasket...

Man, life is chaotic as hell right now. Work is a hot mess. Family needs a psychatrist, and I'm just losing my mind. I need to keep that. I'm back and better than I was though.

So, over the past few days I have been paying attention to the news more so than I usually do. I keep watching tradgedy unfold and for my emotional ass, it's too much to handle sometimes. However, if I read or see one more damn story about someone killing a child, I will fucking scream. First, this asshole kills his two year old son because he doesn't want to pay child support. He actually told the cops that he was either going to kill his estranged wife or kill the little boy. WTF?? Sick bastard. My son is 2 years old, and his dad always coming to get him. The excitement that builds up and overflows when his dad comes to get him is so obvious. The mother of the slain boy said that her son was so excited when he dad came to the door. This stupid coward, killed his own flesh and blood and then faked a kidnapping. I swear, I just need 10 minutes in an interrogation room with him with the camera behind the one way mirror OFF. I would bust his ass up.

Then, I get home and decide to watch TV. I watch a lot of crime dramas. I watched the First 48 on A&E and saw where someone went into a house and opened fire. Killed 6 people: 4 adults and 2 children. Three people were left in critical condition, all children. They were beat in the head and stabbed. I started crying as I was watching it. I just kept thinking what kind of sick bastard would do such a thing. Come to find out it was one of the dead men's brother. This man killed his brother, neices and nephews and didnt fucking care! Talking about pissed.

This shit has gotten out of hand. People are out of control. It frightens me that I am raising a child in this because society is losing it's damn mind. I swear my great-grandmother was right. The world is really going to hell in a handbasket.